So- a brief run-through of various meds I've been prescribed on and off-label for treatment resistant depression with PTSD, all the anxiety, insomnia, bipolar II disorder, BPD, near-constant intrusive thoughts and suicidal ideation for 30 years: my list is over 50 meds, various forms of therapy, ketamine infusions. I was at the worst point in my life (so far) where I had no ability to even dare to hope things could get better or change. I was exhausted. Nothing would work the way it was supposed to, or work consistently without drastically increasing the dosage past safe levels, or working at all no matter which combinations we tried. I had some success with one of the IV ketamine infusions, but insurance doesn't cover that so expense was a huge issue for little benefit.
After the First day of taking this med, the constant intrusive thoughts stopped, my racing mind slowed, the passive suicidal ideation shut up. Side effects for me the first month were wicked headaches when I wouldn't stay hydrated or get enough sleep, nausea (no vomiting), feeling overheated and sweating (not as bad as Effexor), and the medication effectiveness would start to wear off depending on how stressful the day was. I've noticed some brain fog, but nothing like Zyprexa or other meds with that issue. This has worked Better than IV ket infusions. I honestly would've been happy to live the rest of my life with those side effects (almost migraine strength headaches) just to be free of the chains in my head making me want to die constantly! But after the first 2-3 weeks, the side effects lessened. Now at a month and a half in very minimal if any side effects, med is STILL WORKING!! I'm not a zombie, I'm actually able to feel- I can feel happiness, I can experience sadness without spiraling downward out of control, my anxiety is tolerable to completely gone most times, this is MORE effective than Any mood stabilizer I've ever been on. Only ongoing issue is the insomnia, but that's been near constant my whole life, anyway. I actually *want* to live again, not just survive. I can't say enough positive things about this medicine...Read More Read Less