Jan. 14, 2002 -- Dan Savage and his mom are co-hosts of the
WebMD Savage Family Advice message board. He recently fielded this question
posed to him:
I have been with my boyfriend for 1 1/2 years. I met him at
work; first no-no. He was married; second no-no. He was with her for 14 years,
married for nine of them, and they have three children. The marriage was bad
for some time. She was seeing someone else, so was he. We met, just talked for
several months, then he decided to leave her (four months after we met) and
move in with me. His wife had her boyfriend move in with her. Then, however, he
grew more and more bitter about that. It was OK for him to be with me, but not
OK for his ex-wife to move on with her life.
By Colleen Oakley
You used to want to have sex. A lot. There was a time when you couldn't wait
to rip your guy's clothes off, when you felt empowered and excited by the mere
thought of a bedroom romp. Ah, the good ol' days. Recently, however, it seems
that watching American Idol — or watching paint dry — are more appealing
options than getting it on with your fella. Whatever happened to that sexy,
flirtatious girl you used to know? Don't worry — she's still in there.
While many of...
Time passed, and we moved on and things were going great
between us. He no longer showed signs of bitterness or feeling sorry for
himself. Everything was going along fine, until recently. In one argument, he
said he wished he were still with his ex-wife and that I will never be half the
woman she was.
This hurt me deeply. Did he say those things to hurt me? Or
did he really mean them? Is he with me only because he can't be with her? He is
not exactly the type of person you can ask these questions. Plus, he may just
lie about it, rather than hurt my feelings by telling me the truth. I never
compare him to my ex-boyfriends, or tell him they were better men than he'll
Maybe I should just ask him to leave and go figure out what
he wants. I don't want this thrown in my face every time we argue. Do you have
any advice? I do love him more than I have loved anyone. I just can't
understand, after all this time, why would he now say these things?
Ready for Savage's response? Here we go:
"Your boyfriend said those things to hurt you, and it would
appear that he was successful. You are hurting, right? Unfortunately, the only
person who knows if he meant those hurtful things is your boyfriend, himself --
a man, you say, who isn't 'the type of person you can ask these questions.'
That's too bad.
"Getting involved with a married man and with someone at
work were both no-nos. A third no-no, if I may be so bold, was getting involved
with a man who can't or won't answer questions about his feelings.
"So why did he say these things? And why now? It's not
uncommon for a person to have unresolved feelings for an ex, particularly if
the ex was the one who initiated the breakup. Not everyone who gets dumped or
divorced shifts effortlessly from anger to 'over it.' Some people live the rest
of their lives with feelings of regret, remorse or loss. Men and women are
divorced every day by spouses with whom they're still desperately in love. It
could very well be that your boyfriend is still in love with his ex and misses
her, and wishes things could have turned out differently.